During my meditation tonight, a reoccurring thought of what others expect of me kept dancing in my mind. That is, what is going to happen to Tony? Is he going to “make it” somewhere? Or is he just looking like an idiot by trying to be different? And really the competition of thoughts turned from what others might think of my song and dance in life, to me continually striving towards finding my vibrations of thought. That my song and dance is not a mere projection of wishes I have, but rather of visions I value and need.